. >> joshua schilling gets some discipline. >> you know what recidivism is? >> no. >> and some advice. >> you're only 20 years old, man. >> yeah. >> don't fall into this trap. >>> but first -- >> i probably started using the methadone and cocaine together when i was about 6 1/2 months pregnant. >> after giving birth in jail, an inmate struggles with being an absentee mom. >> he said last night that she actually said her first words, which was da da. it wasn't mom, which kind of sucks. ♪ ♪ ♪ look at me now, i've lost some hair, my heart grown cold, the pain inside from the tears i've cried, i can't let go ♪ ♪ look at me now, doing time, cell is now my home ♪ ♪ i can't go back, changed my life, losing all control ♪ ♪ look at me now ♪ >> it's hot. >> brian sauer is just one of many aspiring musicians at the louisville metro department corrections jail. ♪ i cry and dream at night and wish i didn't leave this life ♪ ♪ i'm falling for these streets ♪ ♪ they try to send me on a trip, vacation, a strip ♪ >> the themes of their songs an